The sun finally !

                                            The sun appeared in the sky at last !

here's a website with lovely music, ok its from o.c but still, DON'T JUDGE THE MUSIC.

listen to it,  I certainly like it.

http://www.wbr.com/ocplayer/

Shoppiinngg..

Today I was shopping. My school ended after I had done a test, so at 10 am I was already trying on some new clothes in the city. :)

I really couldn't afford anything, but then I found this really nice skirt and I just had to buy it.

Its amazing how a piece of clothing can bring you such joy.

As I was watching the clothes and acessories, I suddenly feld awful. Like my style wasn't good enough. I love to wear clothes and dress up nicely so much, but I just can't affort to buy all those pretty little miracles. So then I realized that why couldn't I make them by myself? I would love that my clothes would be by me. No one would have same kinds of clothes like I do, and I would be unique everytime I'd walk out the door. I just feel that my skills or my brains wouldn't be up for it, maybe its too much for me.

Although it was still raining, I didn't seem to notice, actually it brought a somekind of secure feeling. I don't now why, but the rain just gives you a promission to stay home and relax, you now. It gives you time for yourself, and your world.

Rainy day again.

It's raining again.
I sometimes enjoy the rain, it clears the air and somehow brings people together. And the smell after rain, I love it ! I just want to fill my lungs with it, because I fear that it vanishes or wears out.

I really thought that today was going to be an awful day. And it partly was, somehow the weather has a big influense on me, and everything started to go wrong. I missed my bus and I had to walk; these kinds of little things can ruin your day. But then these little things can also save it. This reeeaally cute guy invited me to see his game and somehow it just brought a smile to my face.
And cleaning my house felt somehow a much more positive thing. :D

I guess I mean that you can find these little shiny things from your daily life; like I realized today that one tree  is amazingly beautiful outside my window, with its orange, yellow, red, and brown colours.  How beautiful fall  can be !
Or when its raining and you look outside your window and see, how these little drops of water get stuck in
the glass, and look so beautiful with their beautiful reflections.  Then you start to appresiate world and life.

So next time when its raining look out your window, the rain is a beautiful thing.

this is me,

hello everyone!

So..after a long time of dedicated thinking, I desided to start writing a blog.
Start writing about my thoughts and life in here.. for all you to see.

My life now, is all about the future. I'm studying hard to get to an good university, but thank god I still have plenty of time to think about where I'm headed and what I want to do with my life.
-So you see I'm a young girl headed to the vague future.

I love sports ALMOST as much as I love to eat. Those two things should be in a kind of balance but I think that food takes the upper hand in this one. I have desided a long time ago, that I'm never going to decrease from the food I eat, because I can always just exercise more. Food is my passion, and no-one can take that away from me.

..okay that sounds pathetic. But what I mean is, that I love food. And it doesn't mean that I eat everyday thousands of times in Mc' Donalds or something. It means that my relation to food is close to my heart and I also love to make food, cook for my self.

Enough from the food thing..

My other passion is to draw. I'm not saying that I'm very artistic, or that my drawings would never become anything, or that they could even be called art, I just love to do it.
Listen to some great music, and draw something that reflects my state of mind.

This brings us to the music. I don't think that I can describe to you what kind of music I listen to, because I listen almost anything. Again I have to mention that my state of mind has a huge influence on this one too, the music is also totally combined with my state of mind.

I also like to dress nice, but that's just a minor factor in my life. I just love to shop and combine some new clothes to some reeeaallyy old ones. I guess you could say that I love fashion.

As a person in 'a real world', I may come across as a confident and a straight speaking person, but in reality my mind is a mess. I hardly speak my true emotions to anyone and that's why I started this blog, so that people hear what I have to say, and what is perspective about the world.

So I hope this gives you guys a somekind of idea of who I am and what kind of live I live right now. :)